Married Man, Yamada
My Dear Diary,
You read the tittle and of course it will be end of story (Yamada). Yamada story will be end with this last paper. I'm not to shock when i heard his married but a time to move on make faster. Actually them married was a last year. I write late cause to me it was "historical" long but sure.
Do you guys guess who the bride ? guess first ..
True :) It was a girl who couple with him in primary school. Barakallah Hulkuma Wa Barakah.
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First thing first, I memang dah lama tak tahu update tentang DIA. Orang kata nak stalk dia pun takdan. Takder hari yang betul-betul nak cari dia. hehe. One day tu, my friend yang berkawan dengan mereka upload story on instagram. First story, them was gathering at one place. Masa I tengok story tu, I tak perasan ada Dia but suddenly his pop up on screen. hehe. His with his girl on car. Itu adalah pertama kali I lihat dia untuk beberapa tahun takder khabar berita. I punya handphone hampir terlepas daripada tangan I.
TERUJA TERGAMAM TERKEJUT
It was my feeling that time, masa ini I tak tahu lagi yang mereka akan berkahwin. I just know them as a couple not fiance or else. Selepas satu story upload tentang mereka, I punya FYP instagram selalu pop up tentang girl Dia. I tengok girl tu sangat bahagia and my feeling start say " Your type of man never wrong but a wrong just choose a man."
Then I think it should be last to me talk about him, cause I know him was happy with his girl. Also the girl really happy on him. So, I take action for move on. Move on lah dengan perasaan cinta tak perlu memiliki ni. But before recovery from move on, a tittle already change "YAMADA BE A GROOM".
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Selang berapa hari or weeks mybe, my friend upload story them already MARRIED. In my situation, when i see the story, I berada dalam kelas (I still student collage waktu ni). Kebetulan pensyarah I tengah setup projector. You guess how my feeling ?! I'm cried :) Tiba-tiba air mata I jatuh dekat pipi, alih-alih jer basah pipi I. I look back the story, pandangan I kosong. I tatap skrin handphone I berkali-kali,
"That was him?."
I pun keluar dari kelas I, I duduk tepi tangga kelas I and I cry a lot. I tak risau about people yang lalu lalang or turun tangga tepi I. Yang I tahu my heart was pain. What I can recall that day, I nangis tak ingat dunia sampai one time I feeling useless.
Actually, I yang stupid ada feeling ini. I tahu we cannot be together but why I still hurt on this ?! still hope have a chance ?! or mybe I want you notice me that I around you ?! buttttt I kan yang tarik diri dari semua perasaan ini pada awalnya ?! I kan yang mula letak boundaries ?!
Rose you should enough !
Hari pun berlalu dengan very fast, akhirnya I ambil keputusan untuk menceritakan disini. Bagi mengakhiri episode historical ini. After this, no more YAMADA okay ?!
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Mereka pun sudah menjadi sepasang suami isteri yang sah, I should pray for their happiness, kesejahteraan dan keberkahan dalam rumah tangga mereka. I nak both of them gembira dan bahagia dengan pilihan masing-masing. Walauapapun yang berlaku kedepannya, I akan ukirkan senyuman ini untuk both of you.
Maka dengan ini berakhirlah episode YAMADA secara official. Terima kasih kerana telah hadir memeriahkan zaman remaja I dengan kemunculan You. Last. Happy Wedding Day, Mr.Yamada.
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